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at this point in time, i can honestly say that things are going right. life is very near bliss, if not already. i have always seemed like the kinda person that loved her life to the very core. that was never really the case, not in the inside at least. but right now, i am sure that i am blessed; blessed with things though often taken for granted, make up the very reasons for living. my only wish is that this feeling doesn't go away as swiftly or as quickly as it came; my only wish is that it is here to stay.

the funny thing is, things tend to go up and down at the same times for zhi wei and i, but if things have to crumble for me, i hope that this pattern ends, just so he can remain as he is, on top of the freaking world. even though i haven't known him for long, i feel like i have. i don't stay in touch well with people, i hate texting people i don't see much, don't even get me started on how much i hate calling just to ask 'hey, so where are you studying now? what course? doing good?'. but after knowing zhi wei for a little over 3 months, i feel that he's going to be a friend for a long long time, a good one at that. i know that cos i would be half mental by now if it wasn't for him. (so thanks yarh, zhi wei! you're one of the only people who read my blog anyway.)

well, obviously zhi wei isn't the sole reason i feel blessed. before starting the term, someone told me that ktj is a special place. at first i thought it was, then things went shit and i thought it wasn't. i know, i know. how fickle of me. i think my disability to decide whether i liked the place was because of my lack of friends (special people) at the time, but yes, i am more than happy to say that i have met my special people. *(jean you dont really count-didnt meet you there. plus you're in a league of your own)*

that's bout it. happy post. if i die anytime soon, know that i love you.

PS : my DFFS, LEE ZHI WEI IS GOING TO LSE! beat that betches..